hope-to-be-interesting x-posure

1st day:

got to know the staff.
they are the reporters / journalists, stringers and photographers of those papers.
also got to learn the software tt they used to type the news.
came at 9.00 am, but from 10.00 am - 12.00 pm  went to yt for a meeting.
after zuhr came back to office, but got so bored cz boss is not here yet, so didn't really know my jobscope. so just wandering around the office and read the compiled papers till felt like want to puke.

oh yes, today is teacher's day too!
hpy teacher's day to mak, ayah and all the teachers around the globe.
my mum got potlucks (blender and rice cooker), hamper and A LOT of gifts from the students.
there are variety of presents from cards to mugs to photo frames to foods to cute little things (the students are so cute when it comes to giving gifts to their teachers. believe me, i've seen the collections for decades)


2nd day:

my boss, an Indian Muslim just got back from kL and he came to office at 5 p.m (btw, our office hour ends at 6.00 pm)
oh God i thought i pictured my boss would be an old man with a lot of white strings on the head. what a cliche mindset!
i almost couldn't recognised him cz his appearance was so casual and he is quite young! late 20's or early 30's i would say.
he's really cool and i hope i can get along with him very well, ameen.
the best part is that he allowed me to go home at 5.00 pm during my internship period, 1 hour early from the other staff. ohh.. i lap u la boss.
this morning i went there by car (yesterday by motorcycle) cz the rain just didn't want to stop though the clock approaching 9. luckily i found the rm3 per day parking area spot. thank God.
today i followed a reporter to interview the targets about the lack of sugar in the mini markets and before that the photographer asked me to write a caption for a really interesting photo that he's just taken.
i started to like this job, especially when my boss told me what i am going to face and after that he assigned me my first task: to follow the head reporter to a news site tomorrow morning.
hope everything will be great.
dear God, pls guide me.

oh, today is my youngest brother's birthday..
he asked me for a present which has never cross my mind before.
what a funny request! kih3. i'm shy to tell it here. never mind, i'll try to give him by tomorrow.
btw, hpy bday 'Ing', God bless u my dear little brother. love u always.

google earth

yep.

that's what i've been using for half an hour trying to locate the place for the internship. with the low speed broadband and few failed keywords, at last... found it.

shown it to mum and we decided to take a stroll around the town.

regarding the offer letter, the central office wanted to fax it to iium at first, but i suggested them to fax it to my mum's office instead.

okeh, got to go now, mum is calling.
yey, suka gi jalan2!

internship

alhamdulillah..

ida,  this is the latest news for u!
i just got an internship position at nst kT
they called me few hours ago
i was so surprised to hear that

may everything will be ok n great there
hopefully i'll get to learn new beneficial things there
and perhaps contributing something to them

God pls guide me..
ameen..

bahagia seadanya

okai this entry is dedicated to ida since she asked me for my latest update
ececeh rase mcm selebriti

so, dear ida.
i am now staying at home
just like a housewife
taking care of my husband and kids
eh.
nope.
of my family

regarding the nst kT
there's no internship available
probably cz they are going to have the kind of internship / collaboration with iium soon
and the company in kT also is not like in kL
there's not much opportunity
though actually there are some other companies or organisations which offer places for internship, i just not really looking forward to do so esp in here.
cz at this moment i just feel like i want to spend my whole time with my parents and siblings.

back in iium last few months we were so eager and couldn't wait to have our practicum, or at least work as a part timer. and today, it's been 2 weeks i'm in kT, and believe it or not, i just went out to town once! with my mum and bro pulak tu. at night. bought some stuff for the dearly kitchen. this is so not me, cz i am quite a kaki jalan. but it makes sense i guess since i am by myself right now, no friends are there to hang out with. where are they? married, internship, working.

ugh. sometimes i feel like i just want to get married quickly. meh nak seru skit. wahai jodohku.. where art thou.. come searching for me.. i'm here waiting for u.. let's get married. kih3. 1 word: saiko. loneliness effect. nuff said.

the S&S

i am supposed to accompany a friend to meet the Ketengah officers this morning at 9.00 am for the PERMATA's (Persatuan Mahasiswa Anak Terengganu) next programme, which is Program Anak Angkat in Ketengah which will be held on the 20th - 22nd of May 2010.

but

suddenly.... my youngest sister and brother, Solihah and Solihin hv stomachache after fajr prayer.
and this makes me feel uneasy to leave them alone at home though mum allows me to do so.
actually she kind of happy hearing me call the accompaniment off probably cz that will make her less worry thinking of my little sis and bro at home. it's ok mum. i believe there are wisdom hidden behind this cancellation.

back to Solihah and Solihin.
no, they are not a twin though their names suggest so.
when i came back from sending my other younger brother (form 4) and sisters (form 5 and 3) to their school SMK (A) Tok Jiring (which has been the same school my brother, me and my other (how many 'other' daa..) younger brother who is now studying in Subang attended to),
i saw the S & S (Solihah and Solihin) were playing Saidina.
after eating nasi lemak and kuih kayu keramat i bought on the way home, they start to looking good and better. singing, looking more active and producing more sounds (huh, betol ke diorg ni sakit? aku suspek diorg tipu memula, tp xpelah, mybe diorg sakit perot betol kot td).

and now they stop playing Saidina and switch on the radio while laying on the couch.
seeing the cuteness in them makes me happy.
instead of accompanying other, i am the one now who get accompanied by the S&S.

 

ikan kerapu ke haruan tah hasil pancingan

and i am happy that i am not alone today
mum too, doesn't have to cook today
i'll do it
usually my father is the one who will cook for the family before he off to work by 12 pm
but he's in Penang since Monday, attending a course on Mathematics exam paper
so i am the one who is in charge of the kitchen till this Friday :)

padaNya ada bahagia

tiap org punyai cara trsendiri
dlm mencari kebahagiaan duniawi.
yg cuma sebentar. yg terhakis dek masa.
yg tidak lebih dari sekadar ilusi mainan minda canangan massa.

dan dalam mengejar kebahagiaan jangka pendek itu
sering kita terlupa utk melabur di dunia
demi beroleh kebahagiaan ukhrawi yg jitu
yg tiada titik noktahnya
yg bukan lagi fana

kadang2 di waktu sunyi
saat sebelum aku mati sebentar
aku selalu berfikir

apa sebenarnya yang aku mahukan dalam hidup ini
hidup yg dirasakan seperti tidak pernah puas
bagi org yg kdg reti bersyukur kdg tersungkur
hidup yg urusannya tidak pernah selesai

apakah selama ini yg aku kejari
realitikah ia atau fantasi semata

apa akan jadi padaku,
pada keluargaku esok hari
dapatkah kami hidup bersama lagi
 
apakah tidurku ini mati yg matanya tak akan terbuka lagi
apakah hidupku selama ini diredhai Penciptaku
apakah aku sudah dimaafi semua makhlukMu
apakah aku sudah memaafkan semuanya

apakah hariku ini lebih baik dari hari2 yg telah aku lalui

kadang aku terdiam
puas berbaring aku qiyaam
aku takut sendirian
aku benci bila jadi tak keruan

sungguh erti hidup itu payah sekali untuk dimengertikan
jika pada dunia hanya kita sandarkan

suka aku bermuhasabah agar diri ini tak rebah
oleh pengaruh omongan karutan bisikan syaitan
Tuhan pandulah aku menujuMu aku berserah
kerna ku tahu padaMu ada bahagia yg kudambakan