what-to-do

i am still blur 

about how am i going to spend my inter-semester vacation 

which will end on July 12th, i.e. 10 weeks to go. 

therefore, i asked my otak-bergeliga-with-suggestions mommarazzayy, farah (farah, suka x gelaran ni? hik3) and she suggested me to bake some cookies and try one of the arts of sewing (which i always try to avoid) namely cross-stitch. hmm.. good ideas.

ida also encouraged me to do so during my visit to her room last semester. she showed me her abundant of cross-stitch colourful strings which amazed me cz it looks like she's going to open a cross-stitch shop in uia soon. he he. just kidding, ida. i admire your passion in cross-stiching.

actually i used to plan,
even listing down the things that i am going to do during holidays,
esp the long holidays like i am in, now.
among them are to:

1. start a small farm near my house (influenced by the farm town game i consistently + addictedly played last 2 semesters). it will consist of small chili pepper aka cili api/cili burung (if i'm not mistaken), so that i can just pluck some to make 'colek' aka asam rojak buah (made of soy bean sauce + small + chillies + tamarind + sugar + etc) when jambu air, jambu merah and pauh epal are ready to be eaten (that time has come, it's now! kecur air liur lah).

2. buy a few chicks (anak ayam okayyh, not the other 'chick'. he he). my parents and eldest brother go to work while my siblings go to school. and me? i'm alone :( . i thought of asking my childhood friend to hang out at town, but she just got married last month. anyways, i'm happy for her. my bff (cewah), 'karim' pulak is in kL now, doing her internship for 1 month and a half. actually i really want to have a cat of my own as a friend, a goood friend kalau boleh, so that i won't be lonely esp when i being left alone at home.but sadly i am not used to cat since my parents don't allow us to have cats in the house, so i am quite afraid to hold them. let alone to bela, manja2 n sleep with them.

3. do some baking activities. cakes, cookies, delicacies, desserts and cupcakes. as a treat (and trick) for my family. recipes? internet sudah.

anyways, 

even if i end up doing nothing while staying at home, 

i am still happy 

cz east or west, home is best! ^_^

愛 / eshgh

 yep

amat, sbnrnya 

walaupn tak terluahkan

to mak, ayah, and siblings

i heart u!

tQ for always being there for me

& sorry for everything 

pray to God to bless us all in this world and hereafter

ameen.

better let the pictures speak

i found these images really ingenious, worthy of note and...motivating

"the richness i achieve comes from nature, the source of my inspiration"

My best Acquaintances are those
With Whom I spoke no Word—
The Stars that stated come to Town
Esteemed Me never rude
Although to their Celestial Call
I failed to make reply—
My constant—reverential Face
Sufficient Courtesy.

Emily Dickinson 

"study nature, love nature, stay close to nature. it will never fail you."

 

 

"man has been endowed with reason, with the power to create, so that he can add to what he's been given. but up to now he hasn't been a creator, only a destroyer. forests keep disappearing, rivers dry up, wild life's become extinct, the climate's ruined and the land grows poorer and uglier every day"

 

 

"... everything in nature is lyrical in its ideal essence, tragic in its fate, and comic in its existence"

"nature teaches more than she preaches. there are no sermons in stones. it is easier to get a spark out of a stone than a moral"

 "those who contemplate the beauty of the earth find reserves of strength that will endure as long as life lasts"

pardon me. i'm really into this kind of greenie thingy. don't really know why

perhaps cz i grew up in a village surrounded with the really astounding and astonishing package of picturesque and scenic panorama

almost everything could be experienced there: 

climbing trees, flying kites, making / decorating all sorts of wau (my eldest brother is an expert in this), making/playing meriam buluh and all sorts of mercun esp during 'eid festivals, playing/running in the paddy field, catching ikan sekila/ikan laga, get bitten by the leeches and pacat and screaming like.. huish, swimming in the river and sea nearby the home, witnessing the cow gave birth (suddenly sentimental)

and playing various kinds of games like tekkejor, teddecok, tennusuk, bola racung, bola bayang, bola katok, maen getoh, guli, polisentri n etc (wth are these games? ha ha.. only my childhood friends know, i think)

oh, what a wonderful old days.. 

don't let the small cut grows 2b severe wounds

this happened when there was this one person who already got what s/he needed, but not what s/he wanted.

so this person came to see the authority or the person in-charge to request for that thing to be changed. the people whom s/he dealt with are quite unfriendly and a bit bitter, maybe because they are the front runners who are under stress since they have to come across with people of all walks of life, everyday.

as expected (enough by using common sense), s/he didn't get to change the thing that s/he wanted and s/he has no choice but to take whatever offered to him/her.

s/he left the officers with the harsh words added with this prayer:

"i hope they'll get punished / they'll be burdened with hardships as they made me go through this."

i know that  the phrase above is not the most evil prayer that one can utter, but we should try to avoid from praying bad things on others cz in this situation, s/he is not the oppressed one, but the officers couldn't grant what s/he wished because that's part of the rules and regulations of that organisation.

try to look at the positive side and don't treat small matters as humongous problems. instead of perceiving them as something negative, try to associate them with the positive things or as part of life challenges cz at last if we really analyse our past events in life, there are wisdoms hidden, yet to be discovered and to be learnt.

things to ponder upon: 

1. we do not always get what we wanted, but what we needed cz God knows what's best for us

2. cultivate + nurture patience in ourselves. y? cz it is a virtue that has never been easy to have at all time

hey wires, these are haywires

kisah kiub yg lebih teruk dari talam dua muka: bermuka enam

who knows what is this?

kekiub bewarna kah?

segiempat warna-warni?

nouuu nouu nouuu... (muka geleng2 sambil jari telunjuk gerak knn kiri)

that's what ppl call rubik's cube.

why rubik? why not kubik ke.. eh, banyak songeh plk. google it lah! garang nih. aumm.

oh trust me it's quite challenging esp for the beginner to solve the cube

have to memorise the sequence of moves aka the algorithms

if u wish to solve the puzzle

n i bought this one at kL international book fair last month at pwtc

i also purchased the more challenging one, the 4 faces in each surface

 btw, i think men who can settle the game in a short time are cool lah.

not really sure why

maybe cz that somehow indicates their intelligence?

n what makes me really want to learn the speedcubing or speedsolving is 

the fact that my youngest brother who is in standard 3 now, can solve it within 2 minutes. 

personally, i think that's pretty impressive cz i can't do that.

got to learn from him nih.

malu la kakak yg dh besar pnjg (erk, panjang ke?) lg berjam2 duk pusing2 kiub
x dpt2 gk warna sama.

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earth hour: ade ko kesah?

the scenery above is taken from mahallah nusaibah,
reflecting the block H residents who are mostly supporting the Earth Hour campaign
on 27 march 2010. 

as u can see, many of the rooms are dark there. 

pat on their backs. proud of them. 

my block? 

huh, i wonder whether they know what is earth hour itself. 

or maybe some of them know, but just didn't bother about it, which made me dissapointed. yep, really. 

though ppl might think, alah takat switch off lampu sejam tu tadek hape pon heh! 

but hey! kamon peeps, if u just couldn't care much about this very simple thing, 

let alone doing the harder ones like boycotting the use of plastic bags, aircond, and bla bla bla.

i'm concern about this cz it's the world that not only u living in it, but also me n others as well.

dah, simple matter, malas ah nk pnjg2.

kang tercabar plk duta earth hour m'sia aku inteframe over2 sgt

but lemme say something

tho it seems simple and remeh temeh, it does contribute in some ways to the peace of the world.

think la.

xkn nk tunggu bumi dh nazak amat baru nk take charge and sibok2 nk nyesal

skg pn dh nazak kot bumi kita ni

dh ah. ckp bnyk pn x guna gk kalo masing2 x sedar2

sekian, bebelan dari channel nature lover and pencinta alam yg emo.

wa bukan ckp kosong lu

wa n rumet semangat nih support

siap ttp kipas bagai gitu

auww panas dow!
eh silap, kasar tu.
lmbut skit: ouch, panas tau! ihik. (eee.. gediks. euw.)

jumlah kalori terbakar sama dgn aktiviti naek tangga nusaibah 

esp time berlari2 naek tangga kena kejar 3 anjing berwarna warni: coklat, putih + bintik koko n itam.

or buleh gk ah nk disamakan dgn kuantiti lemak terbakar time berlari-larian ala2 heroin hindustan di pdg yg luas sambil dikejar monyet2 nusaibah yg skg bukan maen bahagia lagi membina family.

yep, we admit the fact that nusaibah is the apprentice for zoo negara..

utk laen2 usaha selamatkan bumi (gaya otomen--harus!), 

our efforts should not just stop here. this is just the starting point for us to be more conscious about our world, meh nk emphasize skit: our SHARED world in case u forgot tt we share the same air and the same land. 

i'm sure u know other steps that not only should, 

but must be taken

IF we wish to live in a healthy world for a longer time la kann. 

u know, 'if' la kn. kalo x mo, eh, xpe je.. buleeeh. no hal lah!

cz x semestinya u buat all those bad things to earth u r the one who r going to receive the punishment kan.

it could be ur family, ur loved ones or even ur children

which is more pain for us to accept cz seeing the ones we loved bearing the pain 

is more suffering than we ourselves feel it.

ya, wa mmg emo, cz kalo wa sorg je yg smgt2 x guna gk.

penat kot kalo las2 wa kna tanggung skali the akibat.

nape ayat wa cm bitter? bia ah. wa rasa cm nk brutal skit.

jgn aa kcik ati k.

wa saje je try setail laen skit.

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kisah wanita yg gigih mengusung laptop

hah hah

this bag aa, half the size of the owner

gigih mengusung laptop

wa terharu aa sama lu

dh la pakai sluar same ngn wa lak tu

nah hamek wa kasi lu memori kek berkeju ni

wa nyer stoberi, lu bluberi

still remember?

jgn wat2 lupe aa wa sekeh kapla lu

*otai nih, x ingat je, sekeh tros!*

lu gk kang maen agi suh wa emel gmba

meh wa recall balik. we r the first person yg taste it n dpt exclusive discount gtu! 

ohhhhh, the man back then was sooo nice

i hope he's the one who will jaga the kedai in the future

sungguh palsu bunyi harapan itu ~.~

tp siyes x rugi aa beb

sdp amat cheese dia

for cheese chaser,

i recommend u the cake

= . = but ^_^

ugh
tired
really i am

8th april
dozed off at 4
then woke up at 6.50
managed to be at the main stairs
just in time, 7.30
but have to wait 4 the others
7.55 departed

8.30 arrived at sime darby convention centre

mr reza zek was the faci for the workshop
really funny this man is
made me ha ha ha for the whole day
where did he learn such jokes

and he asked me on the spot questions twice
though i was nervous of being called upon to respond
actually i like it
n really appreciated that
cz that means somehow
he noticed me
out of > 70 other students from uia, um, uitm and ukm
is it cz i was laughing
all the way throughout the w/shop?
ha ha sokay if it is 4 that reason
cz that means
i focused + paid attention +
and most importantly,
understood his jokes,
tickle my veins, yo!

arrived in our beloved uia at 6.30pm
sooo very tired
not nuff sleep
besides, m old already
eh
don't think so
children also tired if they dont hv enough rest
what more adult like me
adult? hmmm

look 4wd for other programmes in the future
really beneficial
thx alumni, thx uia
love u both

ermm
tomorrow
plan to go out for movies
b4 that hv to pack things up
n put them in the store
and this is one of the things
that i hate the most
eh, mr reza said
dont call it prob
call it challenge

okeh
i'll take this as a challenge

duh

why am i still on9!
ohhh
cz the mamarazzy (^_^)
and my built-in female genetics just couldn't reject it
the second b4 i fell asleep last 2 hours
both variables wake me up
fuh, gossips rule!

hey me
if u don't want to miss tomorrow morning guess-really-interesting-programme,
off to bed.
now!!

time management, pls
why am i getting bad at this

hv to muhasabah
really i need to

got to ponder upon surah al-'asr

ad

phew

just trying to add some ads
we'll see whether it works or not in few days
cz i've added adsense from google before adding nuffnang
duh!

oh
hv to go to bed by now
tomorrow 7.30am hv to gather in front of the main stairs iium
departure to sime darby for career workshop

feel so lazy to iron the dress
and not sure about the workshop itself
cz the alumni wants the 4th year / final year students only
with cgpa 3.5 above
what a condition!

when there's no one i can turn to..

"nobody has ever measured
not even poets
how much a heart can hold"

and that's why
this is the place i'll come to
when i feel nobody is there for me
cz heart just could not bear everything

"the amount of happiness that you have
depends on the amount of freedom you have
in your heart"

and this could be the place i'll come to
when there are people who are willing to listen to me
but i just don't hv the feeling
to tell them

cz then it requires me
to explain all the unnecessary
or the should-be-confidential things
in order for them to fathom the context

i guess
this is the place
to speak my mind up
to express my heart out
about almost everything
yes,
everything

"your vision will become clear
only when you look into your heart
who looks outside, dreams
who looks inside, awakens"

tQ blog
for offering me
the space